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I came across this document from my only true YA novel, Before You Go (Macmillan, 2012), which even got a kind review in The New York Times of all places, and landed with a thud in the marketplace. My idea for this book came when I was confronted by the Pink Wall of a YA display in a bookstore. It just seemed so extremely female-dominated. So I decided to try to enter that world from a male perspective. I always strongly disliked the cover. But the book’s shortcomings in the market surely has more to do with my own failings, or predilections, as a writer. What I liked, what I tried to do, did not fulfill the desires of the reading audience.
I guess, I don’t know. Too slow, possibly. Too male? That’s what I was trying to do.
We go through these questions, as writers, after books die on the vine. We wonder why and search for answers. And if you are me, the easiest and most obvious target — once we move past the disappointing cover and the harsh publishing world where almost nothing gets promoted vigorously — is me. The fault is mine. It might be as simple as what I like, in this case, is not what the majority of readers wanted.
Anyway, I still like the book a lot, always have.
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This snippet (below) is from the final revision I did in the copyediting process. The book was typeset and just about ready to go to press. I was still fiddling with words, working that last scene, Jude at Jones Beach, alone, waiting for the sun to rise, possibly in love, throwing a stone into the ocean.
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Okay, thanks for listening. I’m not sure about the availability of this book. It’s a strange publishing world out there now. Books can be “available” but “not in stock,” which is confusing and not gratifying. It might be completely out of print. At the same, you can usually find books in libraries or secondary markets if you are willing to click around for two minutes. I think it’s a good read.
Thanks!
Hey Mr. Preller! I’m doing a book project on Before You Go, and this post was a really interesting read. I was actually wondering what went through your mind as you were writing this novel, and if you based any of the characters (Jude, Becka, etc) on real life people you knew? As for the availability, it’s still in libraries!
Thanks a bunch 😀
Bobby, if you’d like to come up with more specific questions, feel free to write to me at jamespreller@aol.com and I’ll be happy to try to answer them for you in a timely manner. We want an A on that book project! Much of the circumstances — working at Jones Beach, the bus, etc. — come from my own life, growing up in Wantagh, NY. I had that job. I guess Jude has autobiographical elements (but, clearly, he’s not “me.” Otherwise, it’s all made up. Fiction.